Christmas is in The Air!

Christmas decorations started going up in lots of places.

Christmas songs being played more and more frequently on the radio.

Bloggers start posting about Christmas.

And 25th of December is just around the corner.

Somehow I feel excited about this coming Christmas, although Christmas has never been a special day to me, as my family and I do not actually celebrate it. I wonder what am I excited about, and how Christmas will be like this year.

Hmmm.....

While out at Mid Valley today, I saw a number of people, especially westerners getting gifts, hands loaded with bags of goods they just bought. And the Christmas trees standing tall, with plenty of nice decorations, lots of people were taking a picture with them as background. Plus I think I did heard some 'jingle' sound coming from somewhere. Although I didn't exactly see the Santa. 

The mall is just so damn packed today, what with year end sales and school holidays going on and Christmas around the corner that made me kinda regretted going there. Earlier on, I was soaked all over from the rain as I ran to my college, going there to register my next semester courses. And the receptionist asked me, "You just took a bath, is it?". Argh! Why must it rained that time!

So when I arrived at Mid Valley, I wasn't really in the best of my mood. It was hard to look around, and the slow traffic, don't really improve my mood. But still, I'm glad I went. And I couldn't getting the 'Christmas' feeling when I'm there. The decoration, the songs, the noisy atmosphere.. Well, it might as well be Christmas today!

So there, I remembered something from the Enid Blyton's books I used to read-that you need to be a good boy/girl if you want to get a gift from Santa Claus.

Now now, I think I have been a 'very' good child this year, haven't I? So would you kindly give me a very good present for Christmas, Santa? XD

And have you been good yourself?

Ouch! That Really Hurts!

He shot it. A 3 pointer.But No-it didn't go in.

Then I jumped, trying to get the rebound but the opposite team member got it first.

I landed. Took a step forward with my right foot. And then..

Ouch!!!

That really hurts! And seconds later, I was on the floor, clutching my ankle.

Time-out!

And pain it is! It has never hurt like that before. Most of the time I got away with a few seconds of pain and numbness, and then it'll be okay. But not this time. It took me minutes to finally be able to run around a bit, using my left leg more than my right, and barely able to jump.

My right ankle is now swollen-displaying a big lump.And a really bad one it is. I could barely walk properly now. Limping more like most of the time. Shifting more burden to my left leg.

Just hope it will get better soon. Wouldn't want to get stuck at home with a bad ankle for long. I need more time for sports...

Frustration...

What a frustrating day it is! Seriously think I'm gonna fail my F9 paper. Damn! Well, I guess I only had myself to blame. Last minute studies-which is fast becoming a norm for me, lazy to do questions, and I guess I put too much effort in my audit paper when actually it's this paper I should be worrying. Sigh.. Now, I'm facing the prospect of re-sitting for this paper, a high probability in fact, if not definite.

Really frustrated as nothing registers in my head as I face the question paper. What with the traffic jam, and the stomach pain before the exam did not help either. All thanks to myself taking too much bananas in a single day, which is really driving me banana now!

I'm frustrated with the lack of change in my habit! If only I prepare myself earlier, well, that's a really BIG if!

Frustrated with my lack of determination..

Lack of self-discipline..

Lack of control..

And the list goes on.....

This really can't goes on to be like this. No, it must not! But how the heck do I start it! And any best way to maintain it once the momentum gets going? Oh man, this is really frustrating! How I wish I'm stronger...

The Worst Night Ever~~

I woke up it was 7
I went to class till it's evening
Just to make sure I would pass my exam
I think I've got alot of time
But time is running fast
Watch another day slipping past
When you're spending every hour on your books
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm suffering and the world is having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl to my desk staring at these notes again
I'll try not to think about a life, where there's no exams
A life where I have no worry for these
But I know this is never gonna take place 
So there it goes

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm suffering and the world is having more fun than me

What the freak is wrong with my brain
Don't fit in with anything
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone suffering and the world is
Nobody wants to suffer in this world

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone suffering and the world is
Nobody wants to suffer in this world
Nobody cares cuz I'm suffering and the world is having more fun than me tonight

I'm suffering here all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight

[Edited from I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan.. Badly written, but hope you enjoyed it..]

Rain, rain and rain!!

Damn the weather! It's been raining this few days. Such a nice time to sleep and yet I can't!!! Got to revise, revise and revise! I can fall asleep by just lying down on my bed or the sofa and then there goes my day. Sigh... And it's been raining the whole day today! *sleepy* And everyone seems to have finished their exam by now! Damn! Why can't my exam ends as the same time as theirs?!!

2012! Seems like a good movie after reading some positive rating and review of it in facebook and blogs. But seriously, why must this kind of good movies comes out at the wrong time??? I wanna watch it! Really regretted not following my family out just now for that show. Wondering whether I should steal some time off from revision and go for it. Hmmm.. Maybe I should.. Anyone out there free? XD (Study la! Watch what watch! you've been slacking so much these days, still got time for movie!)

Another boring week. Another boring day to come. Weekends from now on will be occupied with at least 6 hours of revision class! *Slowly dying* Sigh... Feel like skipping work.. Maybe I will.. Hmmm... Well, time to get back to my books.. Enjoy your weekend!

[P.S. Suddenly my sis told me I have to fetch her to Jusco tomorrow, so maybe I will get to watch it!hehe...]

Ramblings of PLJH....

Arggghhh.. Wish to be anywhere but here. Feeling so tired and so unprepared for my revision classes. Sigh.... Notes, books, library...oh, can't dec 15 come faster??Hmmm.. on second thought better don't. I'll fail every paper if it does..XD

Pretty bored and tiring nowadays. It's always work, study, work, study.. I actually thought of going for a movie, using the GSC voucher that is gonna expire soon, but it's always-no time, don't feel like it, or feeling lazy to go to the cinema.. And it seems like the mood for japanese language is back. Yea, I'm studying back from where I left it few months back. The next thing to master-katakana character.(One of the three form of writing in japanese) Learning Jap is one of the thing I do when I don't feel like touching my (damn UN-interesting..XD) notes nowadays, apart from watching drama series and musics..

So why am I here now? Well just don't feel like revising after a long day in college. And since I have no idea what to blog about...maybe I'll just crap something on Japanese language. Well, as you know(or maybe you don't) Japanese writing system consists of three types of character-Kanji, hiragana and katakana.  

Kanji are basically chinese characters. Hiragana on the other hand is used for grammatical items such as particles, suffixes and inflectional endings and the native Japanese words not covered by kanji. Katakana is used for non-Chinese foreign names, loan words from the West and most of imitative expressions. (don't understand? never mind.. just forget it.. I know you are not interested...haha) And the one that I know is just the hiragana set.(and a bit of kanji as well, since it's chinese character.)

あ い う え お

a   i   u   e   o

か き く け こ

ka  ki  ku  ke  ko

さ し す せ そ

sa  shi  su  se  so

た ち つ て と

ta  chi  tsu  te  to

な に ぬ ね の

na  ni  nu  ne  no

は ひ ふ へ ほ

ha  hi  fu  he  ho

ま み む め も

ma  mi  mu  me  mo

ら り る れ ろ

ra  ri  ru  re  ro

や ゆ よ

ya  yu  yo

わ を ん

wa  -o  -n/m

That's the basic sound for those hiragana character. There are more additional explanatory things on it though which i don't think I will explain further since I can see from your face that I'm boring you to death. So let's not torture you further. (Can save that for someday.. xp) 268pages for the Japanese textbook and where am I? page 26.. Wonder when I'll finish it.. Haha.. Well, I think I better get going, another long day later, so take care people... 元気でね!

Sick of All This....

My facebook laggy for dunno-what-reason, brain unable to think, no mood and motivation to study..Arghhhh!!! Really hate this moment. Hate the 'me' that is so lazy. Always slacking, brain jammed-like as though filled with stones, wasted my sleeping time which should have been spent on studying......and where's the motivation that I am looking for??Really in need of a strong motivator to force me start studying seriously. And seriously tireed for sleeping so late every night. Starting to feel the pressure for my studies. Revision classes just few weeks away and my own revision-I seriously doubt it's even 10%.Nah, it should be less than 5%, ten is just too high...

Well, at least there's still someone out there always forcing me to study. But seriously still not enough. Really need to be more disciplined. But just can't stop myself going for facebook and mafia wars, or twitter, or blogs, or msn, or.......and the list goes on and on. Sigh... But at least my unlimited broadband contract is ending, which means I'll be signing up for another package-with quota. Well, at least there's some control here. Perfect timing for it to end, so that I can concentrate more on studies. Seriously hope I'll be in better shape before I reach my 21st birthday. Hopefully things will get better soon. Hopefully the change would have arrived by the time I write my next post....

[P.S. Happy Deepavali and happy holiday to everyone out there.. =)]