Two...

Two done, and two left. And there goes my first experience of P papers. Slow starter, and I have to rush at the end. Well, nothing much. Just another paper...

Hmmm... Already spotted few mistakes, and well never mind. At least I try to finish all, though left about +-15 marks I assumed. Okay, maybe a moderate score can be expected, though I'm not buying that, because I just don't know what score to expect, or how well or bad I did... But now I kinda feel I did badly.. =(

Don't feel great, well, post-exam syndrome I guess, neither do I feel disappointed or regret, no, I don't. I just want to get it done with-my last 2 papers and look forward to a new semester. But somehow feels like I'm missing something, a void...I wonder what it is..=( And somehow I can't wait to sit for p3! =)

2...=.0

World Cup~ Plans & Strategies

World Cup is coming. Well, saw this 'plans' in my friend, Lee's blog. Have a look...

Anyway, GO ENGLAND!!! =))

Three...

Turns out to be a great first day. Well, I know my stuff pretty well, not expecting good score, but a pass, yea, probably. No guarantee of course. Though didn't have a good night sleep, but it was worth the hard work. Plus thanks to the accompany of someone, well, she just makes my day.. =)

3...=.=

Four...

Approximately a day left to my first paper, somehow I'm feeling calm but sick and stressed up! Holy crap! Good or bad? No idea. I just wanna get it over as soon as possible. Sigh... Bless me.. I should continue studying now... >.<

4...>.<

Here We Go...

ALL THE BEST, PEOPLE! LET IT BE US THAT HAUNT THEM!!! =))

June, the wait...

Finally it's June,
finally it's nearing,
the wait, not long, so long, it's beginning....

To the World, To him...

Empty, yea, that's it.

Facing this screen, intense in thoughts, yet nothing, nothing seems to come out.

So much to ponder, so much to revise, yet so little it seems...

Thinking of the time slipping through his grasp,

of loved one,

of the unknown future,

of this crying world,

so complex, yet it is just a small train of thoughts that come and go,

simple, naive thoughts as compared to the harsh reality...

After all, just a tiny speckle of life from this bigger world,

what is a small life to the bigger stream of life?

An insignificant dots in a world map?

A dull human amongst the billions of human?

A drop of water among the sea of water?

To the world, probably he's just a nothing,

But to him, the world is probably holding all the things he wants and crave...

The Unsilent Silence...

Out calm, but deep depth inwards;
A one in real, but many in one;
Simple it seems, but complicated it gets;
Nothing at all, but yet something it is...

Silent as the night, silent as the dark;
But amidst this silence, rocks the inaudible tunes;
A silence like other, yet a silence like naught;
Silence it is, if the silence get silenced...

Pyramid ~ Charice (feat. Iyaz)

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh! )
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey! )
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

I=ME=Relief? =)

To finally know the few ugly truths,
hard it is, pain it seems, rough it may be,
probably too late or probably not...
But a real relief,
where some have been addressed,
that some minute yet disastrous details have been part of those...
After all this time stuck in the deep dark well knowing naught,
so into my own little world till unnoticed it went,
a deep regret, but better now than never...
To be the me that I am,
probably an evolved me, revolutionize not,
for I am me after all...=)

The Dark Alleyway...

Thud, thud, thud, comes the echoes arising from the footsteps;
In this dark alleyway, the young boy walks;
No light in sight, it's all pitch black;
Feeling his way ahead, with the help of the walls around him...

As with each step taken, rise the fear of the unseen;
As uneven footing, threaten to fell him down;
Up come the end, as few roads diverge;
At this juncture, confused, which road should he take?

Time and Again : The Few Common Problems...

Facing my lecture notes on the table,

going through the lines of words that I have to take in,

I ask myself,

"Why am I reading back the same line over and over again?!"

Looking at the wall opposite me,

staring into space, mind deep in thoughts,

again I ask myself,

"Why can't I concentrate and focus well?!"

Strolling around the web,

trying to relax this cloudy mind,

but then I ask myself,

"Why come the headache? Damn the weather..."

As the clock automatically ticks away,

gulping up the remaining time I have left,

"Buck up, young man.

Remember, even one day can make a whole lot of difference. Use the time well..."

Friendship...

How exactly do you define good friends?

A very subjective question indeed. For at the end of the day, no one definition can best describe it clearly. What is a good friend? Indeed, what makes someone as a good friend-probably the best definition will be from ourselves defining it on our own. And who are these good friends? Probably they are those who support you till the end, always a helping hand ready to lend out, sincere throughout expecting nothing in return, probably it is. Or probably not. For at the end of the day, it's how we define good friends that leads to whether someone is a good friend or not. 

In life, we probably wouldn't meet much good and sincere friends, but when they do come, keep them, cherish them well, because we might probably not find many more of them for the rest of our lives...

........................................!?

.......................................................Sigh...........................

3.38am

3.38am-That's the time shown on my desktop. And WTH am I doing here? Nowhere near my bed of course, not even notes. It's facebook, twitter, you-tube, sports, blah blah blah... Damn! But I still don't feel like occupying my time with studies..xD 

Browse through my friend's blog and came across some cool car pics. Look at this...

Lamborghini Reventon and McLaren F1.. Wow.. Cool cars! I love them.. Well,...... One day probably.. One day la, one day.. lol..

Sigh... What a lazy night. Idling around trying to relax after a tiring day. But somehow crappy thoughts keep filling up my head, like some irritating flies buzzing around, though the thoughts themselves are not what I will call irritating. Best to think nothing, have a clear and focus mind to detect the subtle discontinuities, oops.. P3-Mintzberg 'emergent strategy' theory. Crap, too much of studying.. xD

Alright, a topic for discussion-Global warming, increasing earthquake frequencies, major volcanic eruptions, typhoons/hurricanes, blah blah blah... So they say signs of end times huh? Well, it's not like it matters as  the rumours said its 2 more years to come-well, you get what I mean. I know, it's BS, scientifically proven not true or whatever it is that the 'science' said, but the question is 'What IF it is real?'. Maybe not 2 years, but SOON. How soon I don't know, but just think IF it's real, what's your plan? Hmm.. Any contingency plans? 

Move on to philosophies, I recently saw a philosophy on money quoted in a financial magazine-here it goes..

"You can't do without money, but don't let it control you. You need to see its value in the proper place in your life. One of the biggest problems is greed and letting it control your life and your decisions. Because of greed, people go to war and break the law, even people who are rich wouldn't be able to spend all their wealth in their lifetime."

Hmmm.. Very true, human greed-not an uncommon thing nowadays. At the end of the day, money is after all just a human creation, bringing with it no value other than in the world we are in now. Important as it is, just remember that money is not everything. Do not let money control us, do not let it be a reason for conflicts. Well, since money bring so much troubles, why not just give them all to me? I'll take care of the troubles for you. Oops.. xp

And exam stress...You know when you start talking a lot to yourself and when you use a lot of those study terms, you're probably having exam stress, or just too immersed in studying. How bout pimples? Black eyes aka panda eyes, pale and tired faces, exploding heads, headache, 'chronic misbehaviours', amongst others...All right, I'm no expert here. But let's just work hard together people.. =)

OMG, it's 4.19am already! Degree of blurness-exceeding 90%. I'd better tune in. Adios, folks!