ROT-T-I-N-G...

Feels like I'm rotting slowly here. Working for only 3 days, and yet most of  the time I'm free. Imagine working for 5 days! Oh man, I'll dread the time for working hours to end like hell! It's gonna promote laziness within me! And feels like there's nothing much to learn from here anymore. Things feels repetitive and boring. Maybe it's time to move on. But it'll be a big change of environment. Should I try it? Hmm...

The Piece of Blue Sky....

A look at the clear blue sky,
comes a vague memory of a young boy's talk,
"I want to touch the sky someday."
And a vague memory of a reply,
"Then you have to work hard for it, boy."
With thoughts of astronauts and spaceships filling up his mind,
this boy moves on with his childhood life,
unknown of the hardships and toughness of the real world outside,
living a happy & ordinary life, a carefree life...

As time flows by,
as this boy becomes more mature with every passing reality,
as countless thoughts passed his mind interchangeably,
he came to realize,
that all he wants is to just to find his own piece of blue sky.
A blue sky, ever-changing on the outset, but never deep inside.
A place that he wished for,
a place where he believes he belongs to...

And with that thought,
he embark on his journey of life,
in search of that piece...

Whataya Want From Me

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

There might have been a time

When I would give myself away

Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn

But now, here we are so whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out

Please don't give in, I will let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)

that baby you're beautiful

And there's nothing wrong with you

(nothing wrong with you)

It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)

but thanks for lovin' me

Cause you're doing it perfectly

(it perfectly)

There might have been a time

When I would let you slip away

I wouldn't even try

But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out

Please don't give in, I won't let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep comin around

Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don't give up on me

(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down

No, I won't let you down

(So hey) just don't give up

I'm workin it out

Please don't give in,

I won't let you down

It messed me up (It messed me up)

Need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out

Please don't give in, i won't let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)

whataya want from me (whataya want from me)

whataya want from me

Why........

Why is it that people gives a bad impression when they know nothing?

Why is it that a bad incident leads to another one, forming a bigger and longer chain?

Why is it that when things seems to be alright, then one bad thing ruin it all?

When is it considered to be alright? What is considered to be ruined?

Did I do things wrong? Or is it right? What is right and wrong in the first place?

Reality is cruel...

But life goes on. Regardless of how I feels or think, this is life after all.

When life gets tough, the tough gets going...

As black clouds and thunderstorm appears in my world, I know...

My world is changing itself again. Caught in between the flow of life, as a steep mountain looms in between our world, I wonder, which path it will leads to...

Wishing that things will turn back to normal, to how it was, that we would meet at the end of the mountain...

BUT...

Only time can tell.....

The Story begins...

Life, particularly college life had been dull before I knew you. It's always routine day in and day out. If not study, it'll be work. Occasionally there will be a few events, meet and so on with friends but that's pretty much it. With sports being the major interest, that sums up most of how it was.

Not knowing what I really want, not particularly knowing why I'm doing it, just going with the flow of how things are done more like. I strive hard, maybe not hard enough for the unpredictable future, of which you can say it's for myself, so that I will live a better life probably, well, just what most others will say.

And then you came into the picture...

I start changing. I dream of dreams with you. Of how I want to love you with all I have, to give you all that I can, to never hurt you, of dreams that I want them to come true to what extent they can, God willing. 

And then,

...

*cut short story* (XD..)

Well, the doubts you have-with time, I shall cover it completely. I shall love you with all I have, to treat you the best I can, to never disappoint you, and the list is never exhaustive...

Let's work hard together down this road that we choose...=)

I Love You Very Very Much, Chin Evelyn! XD

Life Quotes...

Found some interesting quotes and I thought I wanna share it here... =)

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”
~James Dean quotes (American motion picture actor, symbol of rebellion, 1931-1955)

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”
~Maria Robinson quotes

“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”
~Howard Thurman quotes (American Theologian, Clergyman and Activist. 1900-1981)

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.”
~Swami Vivekananda quotes (Indian Spiritual leader of the Hindu religion (Vedanta). Disciple of the famous 19th century mystic-saint Sri Ramakrishna of Calcutta. Founder of the Ramakrishna Order of Monks. 1863-1902)