A fork reaching to two;
A left? A right? Where do they go?
A line divides, the silver lining;
But when two distinct lines meet, what exactly will happen?
Of hypocrisy, the reality is ruled;
Of Origin two distinct things, but now unknown of the boundary;
Words toyed, differential actions; how original is their originality?
The area of convergence, there lies the grey substance...
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
There's A Silly Girl...
There's a silly girl,
who once let him go away before,
just to regret, but she got him back again...
There's a silly girl,
who care much about him,
but loves to keep it inside, and voicing out contradictory words...
There's a silly girl,
wanna do lots for him,
but then neglecting herself, just for the sake of him...
There's a silly girl,
always with her own thoughts,
over-worrying this and that, oh, how silly she is...
There's a silly girl,
care she does for lots of things,
but what a pessimist, all opinions of herself are always of negative ones...
There's a silly girl,
fear and insecure easily she felt,
of reasons which he thinks is silly, he does, yea, he did...
There's a silly girl,
hard to trust him, easy on doubt,
pain she gives herself, when nothing wrong took place...
There's a silly girl,
pain she experience, unhappy she felt,
but never to express it out, seldom & hard, that's the word...
And a silly girl she is,
for the rest of my life, a girl that I wanna treasure and cherish well,
Lose not, doubt not, give all, trust everything, love sincerely, beautify the world-to her he wants to and shall...
who once let him go away before,
just to regret, but she got him back again...
There's a silly girl,
who care much about him,
but loves to keep it inside, and voicing out contradictory words...
There's a silly girl,
wanna do lots for him,
but then neglecting herself, just for the sake of him...
There's a silly girl,
always with her own thoughts,
over-worrying this and that, oh, how silly she is...
There's a silly girl,
care she does for lots of things,
but what a pessimist, all opinions of herself are always of negative ones...
There's a silly girl,
fear and insecure easily she felt,
of reasons which he thinks is silly, he does, yea, he did...
There's a silly girl,
hard to trust him, easy on doubt,
pain she gives herself, when nothing wrong took place...
There's a silly girl,
pain she experience, unhappy she felt,
but never to express it out, seldom & hard, that's the word...
And a silly girl she is,
for the rest of my life, a girl that I wanna treasure and cherish well,
Lose not, doubt not, give all, trust everything, love sincerely, beautify the world-to her he wants to and shall...
Friday, September 3, 2010
Bonds...
Ratings, Coupon, Maturity, Bid, Ask, Ask Yield, Currency, Amount Issued, Recommendation, Analyst, Primary/Secondary Research...and it's not the end. But how to analyze?! An interesting assignment indeed. Time to brush up my investment knowledge..
Friday, August 20, 2010
Just The Way You Are ~ Bruno Mars
Her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday (yeahh)
I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But everytime she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday
Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfects what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday (yeahh)
I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But everytime she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday
Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfects what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
I-M-I-S-S-Y-O-U
I
right in the midst of life
a wish
hoping to see you now
stronger and stronger it gets with every passing seconds
Y
O
U
In every part of my mind, of my world...
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
More Than Words~~
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Friday, July 30, 2010
Weakness...
"It's quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness."
Thursday, July 22, 2010
You, A Dream In Reality...
How it started,
on a journey back home,
a story created, a tale began,
blossom out, branching to a full grown tree...
Joys we have, happiness we share,
pain we felt, troubles we faced,
misunderstandings paved its way in,
but here we are,
once again still standing tall amidst it all...
Love being love,
through care appear fear,
come doubts, massive fear of losing it all,
but hey, not a chance to lose is given,
and by this on, live the invisible bond,
as more strands connects, the tougher it grows...
A memory to not forget,
a time to not be missed,
a dream to not be awakened from,
a you to be cherish well,
a love to hold tightly to,
a life with you to look forward to,
wanna live, forever holding you in this dream we're in...
on a journey back home,
a story created, a tale began,
blossom out, branching to a full grown tree...
Joys we have, happiness we share,
pain we felt, troubles we faced,
misunderstandings paved its way in,
but here we are,
once again still standing tall amidst it all...
Love being love,
through care appear fear,
come doubts, massive fear of losing it all,
but hey, not a chance to lose is given,
and by this on, live the invisible bond,
as more strands connects, the tougher it grows...
A memory to not forget,
a time to not be missed,
a dream to not be awakened from,
a you to be cherish well,
a love to hold tightly to,
a life with you to look forward to,
wanna live, forever holding you in this dream we're in...
Monday, July 12, 2010
To...
To Spain who wins the World Cup,
well done, World Champion, you did well...
To Mr. Paul, the octopus,
you've done well, time to head to the kitchen...
To the Earth I ask,
is 2012 your end?
To the people of the World,
what do you think of our World now?
To August, the month to come,
may it be a month filled with good tidings...
To this World I wonder,
what am I sent here for?
To the unknown future,
am I allowed a glimpse of what is to come?
To the doubts that fills the heart,
will the future shows you an exit door?
To the griefs of the soul,
have I seen the last? Or is there more?
To the love I seek,
To plead a long-life one it be...
And to you who worry much,
I wish I can quench some, if not all of it...
well done, World Champion, you did well...
To Mr. Paul, the octopus,
you've done well, time to head to the kitchen...
To the Earth I ask,
is 2012 your end?
To the people of the World,
what do you think of our World now?
To August, the month to come,
may it be a month filled with good tidings...
To this World I wonder,
what am I sent here for?
To the unknown future,
am I allowed a glimpse of what is to come?
To the doubts that fills the heart,
will the future shows you an exit door?
To the griefs of the soul,
have I seen the last? Or is there more?
To the love I seek,
To plead a long-life one it be...
And to you who worry much,
I wish I can quench some, if not all of it...
Friday, July 9, 2010
Unrest...
Unrest,
worried,
anxious,
fear of what might happen,
as the day looms,
a month approximately,
what will it be?
As planned? Or against?
Numerous days...
Short it is, but a long wait for the soul...
worried,
anxious,
fear of what might happen,
as the day looms,
a month approximately,
what will it be?
As planned? Or against?
Numerous days...
Short it is, but a long wait for the soul...
Sunday, July 4, 2010
The She of My World
Comfortable and relaxing, found never before...
A solution to the soul, when stresses and tensions weave in...
Just the mere presence, at peace of mind I shall be...
Sounds fairytale like? But that's how it is...
A keeper she is, speaks not of her inner truth...
A thinker she is, in her own world with much pessimism...
A hard past, a low self-esteem but of great will and determination...
Clumsy, silly and blur (?), but tough she is...
As with everyone, people come with good and bad opinions...
While people come up with their views, but views are just mere views...
For at the end of the day, it's the bond that matters most to me...
Clear of the boundary, for all is her life and freedom to live...
As good as my World, her happiness brings me joy...
A wish to be there for her, be it good and bad times...
The one and only, to do my best for her...
With time to come, to hope that it'll flourish well...
A solution to the soul, when stresses and tensions weave in...
Just the mere presence, at peace of mind I shall be...
Sounds fairytale like? But that's how it is...
A keeper she is, speaks not of her inner truth...
A thinker she is, in her own world with much pessimism...
A hard past, a low self-esteem but of great will and determination...
Clumsy, silly and blur (?), but tough she is...
As with everyone, people come with good and bad opinions...
While people come up with their views, but views are just mere views...
For at the end of the day, it's the bond that matters most to me...
Clear of the boundary, for all is her life and freedom to live...
As good as my World, her happiness brings me joy...
A wish to be there for her, be it good and bad times...
The one and only, to do my best for her...
With time to come, to hope that it'll flourish well...
Monday, June 28, 2010
Where the dawn rises, where the crow flies...
The eventual beginning,
of a dawn in the making,
of faith, of hope, of beliefs,
twisting through the thousand slippery steps,
under the playful hand of God,
like the pieces on a chessboard, moving on and struggling on...
Till the eventual ending,
of an end in the end,
where the crow crows and flies,
an end to seeking of what to be seek,
an end where loss will always be a loss,
an end of pitch darkness, but the clock still ticks on...
At times,
when sorrow tunes in loud,
when the world bared its fangs,
or when reality strikes hard,
comes a wish of the piece of darkness,
a wish for an end to the seeking, an end to the dawn...
of a dawn in the making,
of faith, of hope, of beliefs,
twisting through the thousand slippery steps,
under the playful hand of God,
like the pieces on a chessboard, moving on and struggling on...
Till the eventual ending,
of an end in the end,
where the crow crows and flies,
an end to seeking of what to be seek,
an end where loss will always be a loss,
an end of pitch darkness, but the clock still ticks on...
At times,
when sorrow tunes in loud,
when the world bared its fangs,
or when reality strikes hard,
comes a wish of the piece of darkness,
a wish for an end to the seeking, an end to the dawn...
Friday, June 25, 2010
Kissin U - Miranda Cosgrove...
Sparks fly
Its like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s
No where in this world I’d rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Its frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I’ve never seen
Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you
Past loves
They never got really far
Walls of made sure
I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this till
I knew it was right for me
But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears
Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you
I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love
Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you
Its like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s
No where in this world I’d rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Its frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I’ve never seen
Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you
Past loves
They never got really far
Walls of made sure
I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this till
I knew it was right for me
But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears
Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you
I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love
Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
The Rendezvous of Reminiscence...
A rewind of the storyline,
to each imperfect plots affecting the flow,
a consideration of the various 'if's,
of the many paths of what would have been,
alas, it is all nothing, but 'but's...
Running parallel with the axis of time,
as millions converged,
intertwining, complicating and transforming themselves,
to a point of rendezvous, where past and present is merged,
the rendezvous of reminiscence...
to each imperfect plots affecting the flow,
a consideration of the various 'if's,
of the many paths of what would have been,
alas, it is all nothing, but 'but's...
Running parallel with the axis of time,
as millions converged,
intertwining, complicating and transforming themselves,
to a point of rendezvous, where past and present is merged,
the rendezvous of reminiscence...
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Just a Part of It...
Non-Substitutable...
Independent...
Non-Replaceable...
Yearned...
Hot...
Lovable...
Eye catching ...
Comfortable...
Valuable...
Elegant...
Independent...
Non-Replaceable...
Yearned...
Hot...
Lovable...
Eye catching ...
Comfortable...
Valuable...
Elegant...
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Zero.....
It finally ended! *Huge sigh of relief* Well, the tension had already gone off by the time I finished my f7, but looking at the p3 paper, I felt just great! I think I did a fairly good job to be honest. My best paper thus far, and the exams are all over..
Well, now that it's over, I somehow had a nervy feeling with regards to my f7, f9 and P1. Somehow feels that they are somewhat poorly done. I just hope that I get through, well, if I assume my marks allocation is correct, I probably will..=)
And thus a new semester shall start. How will I perform the next time? Well, we shall know...
Really enjoy the company of baby EveLyn! Gonna miss the time together once the busy semester starts! =)
=)))))))))))
=)))))))))))
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
One...
F7...Hmmm...I think I'll somehow sneak through the examiner's slippy fingers, just like the ball does with Green. Well, I did all my statements, though hell knows why ALL of them didn't balance! No, not even my conso..WTHeck...Never mind, pass will do..=))) And now for P3!! =)))
1...0.0
Monday, June 14, 2010
Two...
Two done, and two left. And there goes my first experience of P papers. Slow starter, and I have to rush at the end. Well, nothing much. Just another paper...
Hmmm... Already spotted few mistakes, and well never mind. At least I try to finish all, though left about +-15 marks I assumed. Okay, maybe a moderate score can be expected, though I'm not buying that, because I just don't know what score to expect, or how well or bad I did... But now I kinda feel I did badly.. =(
Don't feel great, well, post-exam syndrome I guess, neither do I feel disappointed or regret, no, I don't. I just want to get it done with-my last 2 papers and look forward to a new semester. But somehow feels like I'm missing something, a void...I wonder what it is..=( And somehow I can't wait to sit for p3! =)
Hmmm... Already spotted few mistakes, and well never mind. At least I try to finish all, though left about +-15 marks I assumed. Okay, maybe a moderate score can be expected, though I'm not buying that, because I just don't know what score to expect, or how well or bad I did... But now I kinda feel I did badly.. =(
Don't feel great, well, post-exam syndrome I guess, neither do I feel disappointed or regret, no, I don't. I just want to get it done with-my last 2 papers and look forward to a new semester. But somehow feels like I'm missing something, a void...I wonder what it is..=( And somehow I can't wait to sit for p3! =)
2...=.0
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Three...
Turns out to be a great first day. Well, I know my stuff pretty well, not expecting good score, but a pass, yea, probably. No guarantee of course. Though didn't have a good night sleep, but it was worth the hard work. Plus thanks to the accompany of someone, well, she just makes my day.. =)
3...=.=
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