Sunday, November 29, 2009

It's Twilight...

About three things I was absolutely positive.

First, Edward was a vampire.

Second, there was a part of him--and I didn't know how dominant that part might be--that thirsted for my blood.

And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him
-Isabella Swan

I finish the book on Friday, by night probably-lost track of time. I'm struggling a lot with my revision, but still manage to get time to read the book. It was good, so much better than the movie I think. It fills the gap that the movies left-those unexplained questions that I had after watching the movie. Although some part of the story is just about exactly like how the movie shows it. And that's just one of the reasons I don't like to read a book after I watched the movie. Nonetheless, I still enjoyed it very very much. And the characters are easy to imagine in my mind, thanks to the movie of course-which is good, as my english aren't really perfect, especially on words that describe things-which I suck big time. No dictionary can help me on those.

My favourite character? It's Edward of course. I feel like seeing myself in him, some part of him, yea. The way he thinks, the way he keep out from others,... But he surely have one damn great ability, being able to read minds. But it must be damn boring to be able to do it all the time for a hundred plus years, so it must be a great thing for him to meet Bella.

The vampire family-great! I wouldn't mind joining them if they ever exist, that's IF! Although I'm not in favour of an immortal life. 300+yrs for Carlisle! I wonder how he survived that. Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, Alice and Edward-that makes up the Cullens. I really admire Carlisle-his hardship and loneliness during his early days, the personality, short, his humanity more than his 'vampire-ness' (if there's such word). He's just great-so much more 'human' than others.

Right now, I just wish I have more time, more time for my books. I'm currently at Chapter 5 of New Moon. Can't wait to continue. And I'm seriously not feeling good at the moment. I have no idea how I'm feeling now-maybe a mixed of every feeling that exist in this world?! I guess I just need some peaceful time alone I guess, with the exams out of my mind. But no, seriously can't afford to do that-gotta just survived through this and hopefully come out good. Off for now!
"It's twilight," Edward murmured, looking at the western horizon, obscured as it was with clouds. His voice was thoughtful, as if his mind were somewhere far away. I stared at him as he gazed unseeingly out the windshield.

I was still staring when his eyes suddenly shifted back to mine.

"It's the safest time of day for us," he said, answering the unspoken question in my eyes. "The easiest time, but also the saddest, in a way...the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" He smiled wistfully.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

New Moon..

Went to 1U this morning just for this show-Twilight Saga: New Moon. Good show, well, that's basically what I always commented on most of the show that I've watched, ain't it? So I think I'm gonna leave the review to those who are better at it, i.e the 'Pro'(s)..XD Furthermore I haven't read the book yet, so not much comment to put on. Just think that it could be better. But one thing that I really like is the werewolves. Looks real-huge, scary, fast, muscular, hot-tempered..

And I got myself the whole set of the twilight saga books! Yea, cost me a lot (wallet bleeding terribly now..) but I think it'll be worth it since I heard it was good. I actually wanted to get it before this but everytime I saw the price, well, I guess you know what's on my mind after that. But then after I saw the first movie, I decided to get it, regardless of the price. So, gonna spend my free time on those books now. Can't wait to start! =D

Monday, November 23, 2009

Officially Missing You~~

Finally revision for F9 is over. Time for a bit of rest after a really exhausting period before ACCA's next torturing session of F7, rounded up by the killing period from Dec 9 to 15..XD Time for some rest but certainly not too long, so as not to end the momentum that is currently going strong at the moment. Well, took some time off and went for a gathering session with Ben, Adeline, Chengseng, Randy, Man Teing, Wei Chean and some new faces-Brian and Wei Chean's mates-just remember Sandy, Li-e?or something like that. Sorry about that..XD and a few more people that I don't remember their name well. Good one, what with chatting around seeing friends with the screen showing Tottenham vs Wigan live. 9-1! WTH.. It was 6-1 when I left. Wonderful performance.. Well, just a nice break i need after a tired week..

Well, actual purpose of blogging here is to share a video of a pair of twins singing. Nice song, nice voice, wonderful singing and not to forget, pretty singer. I hope you enjoy it as well.. =)

"Officially Missing You"


All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you

Sunday, November 22, 2009

The Worst Night Ever~~

I woke up it was 7
I went to class till it's evening
Just to make sure I would pass my exam
I think I've got alot of time
But time is running fast
Watch another day slipping past
When you're spending every hour on your books
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm suffering and the world is having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl to my desk staring at these notes again
I'll try not to think about a life, where there's no exams
A life where I have no worry for these
But I know this is never gonna take place 
So there it goes

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm suffering and the world is having more fun than me

What the freak is wrong with my brain
Don't fit in with anything
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone suffering and the world is
Nobody wants to suffer in this world

I'm just a kid
Now life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone suffering and the world is
Nobody wants to suffer in this world
Nobody cares cuz I'm suffering and the world is having more fun than me tonight

I'm suffering here all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight

[Edited from I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan.. Badly written, but hope you enjoyed it..]

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Sunday, November 15, 2009


I finally watched 2012! It was, well, just like everyone said-great! You should know what I mean, as I think you would have watched it. The seats for the show were fully booked, even till the evening show! But luckily I was watching alone, so I manage to get a single seat right at the middle of the hall-just the perfect place! The show, is just like what everyone said. Really nice but I must agree with my brother that the ending is kinda weird. I mean, shouldn't Judgment Day or Apocalypse or End of the World or whatever else names it has be, well, really the end of the world? Like everyone dead, Earth gone, the sun just *bang* and that's it. Well, not gonna complain, it's a nice show. But Man, I can do with all the luck that main character is having. To be able to survive through so many near-death situation, SO MANY! Wow. Just wow. I'm just speechless. Wonder how long I can survive if I'm in his place. Like 1 second? Maybe not so bad. How bout few minutes?lol..

So there, really worth it waking up that early just for the show. I barely sleep yesterday. Just a few hours and up I go. Hmmm.. Well well, going back to the show, imagine if 2012 is really, well, hope not, the end of the world, the Judgment Day, what will you do? Go out all day and enjoy yourself to the maximum before the end? Party whole night? Withdraw all your savings and spend, spend and spend? Or you're gonna repent from all your sins? Give it a good thought, won't ya? By the way, I suddenly thought of this-that if you choose to spend all your savings, party, drop out of work and so on just because the end is near, and then suddenly the end just never come, just like the show. Just imagine how you'll feel. That's gonna be a freaking shitty hell situation!!

Really satisfied. =D And I saw the trailer for Prince of Persia. Oh yes, that's one show that's going into my must-watch list! Definitely! have a look at the trailer below. Well, a satisfactory Sunday! How's yours? All right, for now, back to my studies...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Rain, rain and rain!!

Damn the weather! It's been raining this few days. Such a nice time to sleep and yet I can't!!! Got to revise, revise and revise! I can fall asleep by just lying down on my bed or the sofa and then there goes my day. Sigh... And it's been raining the whole day today! *sleepy* And everyone seems to have finished their exam by now! Damn! Why can't my exam ends as the same time as theirs?!!

2012! Seems like a good movie after reading some positive rating and review of it in facebook and blogs. But seriously, why must this kind of good movies comes out at the wrong time??? I wanna watch it! Really regretted not following my family out just now for that show. Wondering whether I should steal some time off from revision and go for it. Hmmm.. Maybe I should.. Anyone out there free? XD (Study la! Watch what watch! you've been slacking so much these days, still got time for movie!)

Another boring week. Another boring day to come. Weekends from now on will be occupied with at least 6 hours of revision class! *Slowly dying* Sigh... Feel like skipping work.. Maybe I will.. Hmmm... Well, time to get back to my books.. Enjoy your weekend!

[P.S. Suddenly my sis told me I have to fetch her to Jusco tomorrow, so maybe I will get to watch it!hehe...]

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


I love quotes. To me, they are inspiring and motivating, albeit a short term one. I still remember last time when I got my school diary back in high school, I used to look through the diary to read all the quotes that are in it. (Well, that is basically the best use the diary provides, other then a few scribbles, notes with few pages torn out as I don't write in diaries. XD) Maybe not everyone think quotes are interesting, just like the other day when my lecturer went through with us some quotes, and my friend beside me said "What for la?". But just why it isn't?

This are advices and saying from famous people, people like Aristotle, Confucius, Sir Winston Churchill and so many more; said or written by people who had gone through different kinds of journey in their life, by people with lots of experience, experience that even some (or should I say most) of us might not have gone through before. Reading them kind of raise my morale, spur me on with what I'm doing, telling me to work harder for my goals, that what I'm doing now is actually just something small, as compared to those that have contribute greater, suffer greater in order to reach the success that they dream of. Just made me think that the things I'm doing now are not even anywhere near them, make me think about what I want for life, my goals and so on.

But then raising my morale is not enough, it's all about actions, ain't it? Sigh.. Pretty stressed up here, what with studies and work, plus I'm not really feeling quite well right now. Considering of taking an earlier study break. Well, let's see how things go in a day or two. If only I didn't procrastinate so much! Must admit I shouldn't have left my notes untouched for a long time, as it's always hard to start my engine especially after enjoying too much. Well, gonna sign off for now. Here's some quotes for you people! And hope you guys doing fine there..=D
It is never too late to be what you might have been.-George Eliot

If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavour to live his life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.-Henry David Thoreau

Someone who has a "why" can live with any "what" and with any "how". Learn to harness the power, energy and wisdom of adversity.-Dr.Viktor Frank
People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don't believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are they who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can't find them, make them.-George Bernard Shaw
PRESS ON. Nothing can take the place of perseverance.
TALENT will not.
           Nothing is more common than unsuccessful man with talent.
GENIUS will not.
           Unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.
EDUCATION will not.
           The world is full of educated derelicts.
The slogan "PRESS ON" has solved, always will solve, the problems of the Human race.-President Calvin Coolidge

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Just Feel Like Blogging Now..

退屈な!Bored. Still in office here, enjoying the nice internet connection here, and feeling relieved it's finally Wednesday. That means a rest day tomorrow for me-no work, no class-before revision classes starts on Friday. Phew~~ A free day for me to study. Might get myself to some nice places to study perhaps. Let's see whether I can get my lazy ass to move tomorrow.. XD

So any nice movies around? Well, I just watched Inglorious Bastards on Sunday with Ben and Adeline. Well, the movie, just like the name- full of bastards?! Not up to my expectation at all, making me regret not watching Law Abiding Citizen recommended by someone lining up behind us. Just another stupid show, but kinda funny though. Too bad I'm not interested in this kind of show at the moment, especially as Cloudy blah blah~ movie is the last movie I watched before this.

Been working for the past two days, three if include today. Why work so much when I could have study? Cause I wanna save money for some things. So no choice but to work. And the wound in my ankles still haven't healed, but I'm already wishing for another round of skating. Enjoyed the feeling when gliding (maybe not that smooth) on the ice. Maybe after my exam perhaps, 2nd round to begin..=D

Well, hopefully tomorrow will be one fine day for me, and also to you guys! Before I forgot, a big thanks once again for the wishes, celebrations, cakes, messages, present, etc etc for my birthday! Really enjoyed my 21st, thanks to you people. ^________^  It's Arsenal vs AZ Alkmaar and Yankees vs Phillies tomorrow. So go Gunners! And go Yankees to the World Series crown! D.Jeter, A-Rod, J-Damon, M.Texeira,...-Run feast please; and Pettitte-Strike them all out! =D


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

今天离婚,你得抱我出门 ...



以 后的日子就像是流水一样过去,要孩子,下海,经商,婚姻中的熟视无睹渐渐出现在我们之间。钱一点点地往上涨,但感情却一点点地平下去,妻在一家行政机构做 公务员,每天我们同时上班,也几乎同时下班,孩子在寄宿学校上学。在别人看来,生活似乎是无懈可击的幸福。但越是这种平静的幸福,便越容易有突然变化的机 率。





   只 是,我不知道如何对妻子开口,因为我知道,开口了之后必然要伤害她的。妻没有对不起我的地方,她依旧忙忙碌碌地在厨房里准备晚上的饭菜,我依旧打开电视, 坐在那里,看新闻,饭菜很快上桌,吃饭,然后两个人在一起看电视,或是一个人坐在电脑前发会儿呆。想像露儿的身体,成了我自娱的方式。试着对妻说,如果我 们离婚,你说会怎样?妻白了我一眼,没有说话,似乎这种生活离她很远。我无法想象,一旦我说出口时,妻的表现和想法。 


   露 儿再次对我说,离婚吧何宁,我们在一起。我点头,心里已经将这个念头扩到非说不可的地步了。妻端上最后一盘菜时,我按住了她的手。说我有件事要告诉你。妻 坐下来,静静地吃着饭,我想起了她眼神中的那种伤害,此刻分明地再一次显出来。突然间觉得自己有些不忍,但事到如今,却只能说下去。咱们离婚吧,我平静地 说着不平静的事。妻没有表现出那种很特别的情绪,淡淡地问我为什么。我笑,说:不,我不是开玩笑,是真的离婚。妻的态度骤然变化起来,她恨恨地摔了筷子, 对我大声说,你不是人! 


   陪 客户喝酒,半醉的我回到家中时,妻正伏在那里写着什么。我躺在床上睡去,醒来的时候,发现妻依旧坐在那里。我翻个身,再沉沉地睡去。终于闹到了非离不可的 地步,妻却对我声明,她什么也不要我的,只是在离婚之前,要我答应她一个条件。妻的条件简单,便是再给她一个月的时间,因为再过一个月,孩子就过完暑假 了,她不想让孩子看到父母分开的场面,而且,在这一个月里还要像以前那样生活。 

   我接过妻写的协议,她问我,何宁,你还记得我是怎么嫁过来的吗?蓦地,关于新婚的那些记忆涌上来,我点头,说记得。妻说,是你将我抱进来的,但是我还有 个条件,就是要离婚了,你再将我抱出这个家门吧。这一来一去,都是你做主好了,只是,我要求这一个月,每天上班,你都要将我抱出去,从卧室,到大门。 


   一个月为限,第一天,我们的动作都很呆板。因为一旦说明之后,我们已经有很久没有这么亲密接触过了,甚至连例行的每周两次的****时 间也取消了,每天都像路人一样。儿子从身后拍着小手说,爸爸搂妈妈了,爸爸搂妈妈了,叫得我有些心酸。从卧室经客厅,出房门,到大门,十几米的路程,妻在 我的怀抱里,轻轻地闭着眼睛,对我说,我们就从今天开始吧,别让孩子知道。我点头,刚刚落下去的心酸再一次地浮上来。我将妻放在大门外,她去等公交,我去 开车上班。 






   妻 在挑拣衣服,我在一边等着抱她出门。妻试了几件,都不太合适,自己叹了口气,坐在那里,说衣服都长肥了。我笑,但却只笑了一半,我蓦然间想起自己越来越不 吃力了,不是我有力了,而是妻瘦了,因为她将所有的心事压在心里。那一瞬间,心里紧紧地疼起来,我伸出手去,试图去抚妻的额角。 

   儿 子进来了,爸爸,该抱妈妈出门了。他催促着我们,似乎这么些天来,看我抱妻出门,已经成了他的一个节目。妻拉过儿子,紧紧地抱住,我转过了脸不去看,怕自 己将所有的不忍转成一个后悔的理由。从卧室出发,然后经客厅,屋门,走道,我抱着妻,她的手轻巧而自然地揽在我的脖子上。我紧紧地拥着她的身体,感觉像是 回到了那个新婚的日子,但妻越来越轻的身体,却常常让我忍不住想落泪。 


   停 下车子的时候,我来不及锁上车门,我怕时间的延缓会再次打消我的念头。我敲开门,露儿一脸的惺松。我对她说,对不起露儿,我不离婚了。真的不离了。露儿不 相信一般看着我,伸出手来,摸着我的头,说你没发烧呀。我打开露儿的手,看着她,对她说,对不起露儿,我只有对你说对不起,我不离婚了,或许我和她以前, 只是因为生活的平淡教会了我们熟视无睹,而并不是没有感情,我今天才明白。我将她抱进了家门,她给我生儿育女,就要将她抱到老,所以,只有对你说对不起。 






[Don't know know to read? Just translate it with the google translator toolbar at the side. Not totally accurate but understandable.. I also used it.. XD By the way, thanks to Boey for the mail..=)]

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Love My 21st!!! =DDDDDDDD

I love my 21st birthday!! Love it so so much. Thanks for all the wishes, celebrations, treats, presents, efforts, time and everything else. I had my present from Mum. I had Sum and Adeline staying over on my birthday eve after a supper of dimsum at Menjalara. I had my first ice skating experience at Sunway Piramid-luckily the photographer was busy trying to walk on the ice to take my awkward pose when trying to balance myself and when I fell..XD A great dinner at La Casa, Desa Parkcity, birthday cake and present from Ben, Sum, Meng, Lee, Wei Chean, Bernard, Adeline, Dreamie, Cherish and Chengseng & Weibing(not present for the dinner). Another cake from family. A call all the way from Australia from Ms Jarl Li, thanks so much. (but don't forget the present.. XP) A big amount of wishes in facebook and also sms from friends-THANK YOU GUYS SO SO SO MUCH!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

It was really great, yeah it is! Except for the time when we got lost thanks to those confusing signboards, where I ended up going south instead of north to kl from sunway, causing to turn 1 big round... It's the best birthday celebration I ever had. Really indescribable, just love it! =DDDDDDDD Have a look at some of those pics!

 Us at La Casa..
 Sum, Legend and me..

Another one..
 Legend ss~ing with Chean

SS Queens with DSLR!!?
Cake time...
 Wishing time~~
 Blow 'em off~~
 Cutting time..
 Walk at the lake_1
 Walk at the lake_2
 Like the wrapper! =DD
 Presents! Shirt + cap from friends, ring from mum.. =DD
 How do I look? XD
Love it! =DDDDDDDD

Thank you guys so so so much!! ほんとに ありがとございます!! Really had a great day. Thanks for going through the trouble-Lee(fly back from Sing), Sum(back from Kelantan), Adeline, Ben, Chean, Cherish, Bernard, Meng(having exams around the corner), Dreamie (busy queen..thanks for wrapping it so nicely!) and Jarl Li(call to wish from Aus). Thanks for making my 21st a memorable one! And all the best and work hard to all of you!! ^__________^