Gravity Point

Where the center tilts towards the cliff edge..

A Brief Greeting to the World who Read this Dusty Blog~

Just a hi to this dusty blog,
after a long time left to rust,
if you wonder where the writer went,
feel free to visit http://www.ey.com/my/en/home,
a place he spent for god-knows-how-many-hours of his 168 hours week,
a simple brief post,
and here comes the bye once again,
off he went to enjoy the holiday that is hard to come bye~

The Purpose Driven Life [Rick Warren]

Don't date because you are desperate.
Don't marry because you are miserable.
Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.
Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't dictate because you are smarter.
Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough & know better.
Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.
Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals.
Don't stagnate!

Don't regress.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.
Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right.
Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking.

Learn a new skill.
Find a new friend.
Start a new career.
Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions & be the best of what you can be.
Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.
Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and dangerous liaisons.
Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.
Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you are not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.
Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.
Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.

Write poetry.
Love Deeply.
Walk barefoot.
Dance with wild abandon.
Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you.
You light up your life.
You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you - except YOU.

It isn't true that life does not get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.
Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.
Don't lose faith in God.
Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

Wings of an Eagle...

To stretch it out big,
to stretch it out wide,
to the clear blue sky,
limitless, borderless,
to the place where dreams lies,
but first, the present reality,
bidding its time,
unknown of to others,
there the dreams slowly stretched its wings...

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Villain of Me...

I am me,
me is myself,
I am my biggest enemy,
my biggest enemy is myself,
me being lazy,
me hurt people,
me being an idiot at times,
me somewhat hopeless at times,
what remedies are there?

"生きていくなかで　小さな分岐点が無数にあって "

がんばってよ、パテリクさん！

2011!

2011,

the beginning of a lot of things, 

the ending of another year...

So how did mine began? It started with killing a cockroach (pity it, it's just 2 hours left to the new year.. xP), watching the anime at home, and then fell asleep, a peaceful new year at home with my baby Chin EveLyn, albeit with some 'cockroach fear' syndrome round the night. 

Lots of things didn't go as planned in 2010, including the last day of the year itself. Of all the days, why must it be a public holiday that day? It's not like we won the World Cup! Arghhh... And now I couldn't collect my new I/C as planned, nor have I received my interview outcome at E&Y yet!

Singapore with baby was great! We went there together with her sister and brother-in-law for 4 days and 3 nights, lots and lots of walking, tiring but fun! Not to mention the awesome shots from Lee at Esplanade in my previous post, thanks Lee! =) Plenty of shopping and sightseeing, and yet we ended up still having extras from our budget..

And interview was......well, I don't think it's that bad. At least mine is a one-on-one interview. And the interviewer was very friendly too! Though I did actually get very nervous before and during the interview, with a bit of luck, hopefully I'll start my job there in about a week time. 

All thoughts on 21st of February, I do hope that I pass all my exams, or else...I hate to think of the prospect of having to re-take my papers so so much......ah, forget it for now...

So there, before I end this, Happy 2011 people! May 2011 brings you joy, success and much happiness! =)

P.S. Let's stay sweet and close like we were always baby, not just 2011, but forever throughout our life! ;)

Total Wreckage...

It's past 2 a.m. but I'm in no mood to sleep...
What becomes of the good day that ends up in ruins?
It's a total wreckage,
and I have no idea how things will be tomorrow,
no idea what should I do to turn it around,
clearly no idea why I'm so pathetic.
If not for me, if not for me,
things wouldn't have been like this.
Why oh why?
Why am I so?
What's the best way to get it right I wonder...

On a Rainy Night...

On a rainy night, up storm a bullet of thoughts in my mind..

It's like, 'OMG! It's just about ONE WEEK left! WTH have I been doing?'
And really, what have I been doing? Really OMG. Time really flies~

It's like, 'I wonder how much a person in love will fork out...'
Everything truly sincerely from deep down?
I seriously want everything to stay the way it is for many many years to come...

It's like, 'to the God that might exist somewhere, what is there of my future?'
What kind of life will it be? How hard? How good or bad?
I wonder, can it stay the same?
The same as now...

And one last thought,
it's like, 'Will there be less lies, more honesty and frankness from people I know?'
Can I hope to meet less lies and 'fake' people in the roads to come?
Can I hope all those around me stay true to me?
May things be how it is even if everything else changes..

Insane

The floor is beyond reach,
the cap visible to the naked eye,
hedge here, hedge there, but how to hedge?
It's growing insane, overflowing soon...

Imperfectness..

For the incorrect words I used to express myself at times,
for the hearing issues I have at times,
for my inability to cheer you up at times,
for my immaturity and stubbornness to hurt you at times,
for being unable to make you feel secured ad trust me,
for being so powerless,
for all my imperfectness,
I apologize deep down from my heart...

The 'General's...

General this,
general that,
and in fact general rules...
But here I vow,
I shall not be amongst the general,
no matter how tough,
it is what I've chosen...

Disarray..

Everything is everywhere...
Everything is mixed up...
Everything is whereever...
Everything,
in utter disarray...

Pondering...

What will you do if you make someone feel fed up and suffering? ):
After all, sorry is just nothing but a word...
A word probably for the powerless..............

Traffic Crawl...

Sometimes I just don't understand what the slow or bad crawl is all about...
Was it because not everyone is as efficient and effective?
Or because of the inefficiency of our traffic light system and road planning?
Or due to the inevitable incidents?
The weather?
Not to mention those busybodies?
Those ignorant fools?
And what about those policemen or policewomen?

How great can it be without all these crawls...

22

It is the day I am 22nd,
it is also probably just another day of my life,
another passing day,
another 24 hours,
another scene forming the chapters of my life...

P.S. My baby's Facebook birthday wish.. xP

♥♥ Blessed Birthday Babe aka Patrick Lim ♥♥ 
I rejoice along w you in your journey of discovering the love of God for you and
I want to be the only hand you ever need to hold ♥♥  
p/s:early wishes as tmr having 10-5pm class. See ya tomorrow after my class end *hugs* XOXO

Love you, baby EveLyn! XOXO =))) 

P.S.S And thanks to all others that wish me as well.. =)

Me...

I am me,
the me that is me now,
no one else but me,
being me, the real me at you,
to always be the me that I am,
the true me I am always to you,
hoping to erase the doubts on me of yours,
to believe and trust it is in fact me...

The Constant...

Let nothing change, change naught,
let the whole world change,
let others change,
but let not our heart change...
Let's stay true to each other till the end.. =)

Procrastination...

It kills! What have I been doing? Oh, crap....