It's been awhile...

The peace blue, those tears shed,
passing of days of white, and so goes days of dark,
happenings aplenty, some atop, plenty down the hill,
sometimes it soars, but many, it dripped...
Ahead ahead few thousand miles ahead,
but obscure, too obscure, everywhere, everything...
Little inroads, many divisions,
but here, a little of a prose to begin,
it's been a long while, after all...

64...

Just 64 hours left,
a double-digit,
about 2 days,
how bad or good,
well............,
finally~~~

Wings of an Eagle...

To stretch it out big,
to stretch it out wide,
to the clear blue sky,
limitless, borderless,
to the place where dreams lies,
but first, the present reality,
bidding its time,
unknown of to others,
there the dreams slowly stretched its wings...

Rabbit Year...

CNY is here...
Nah, it was a boring one...
As usual,
nothing extraordinary..
On the other hand,
15 more days to come...
15 days to determine the path thereafter..
Oh, how I long this day to come sooner...
So here we go,
what will this new year brings?

=P :P XP

$tr€$$€D...

0h 21$t, wh€r€ @r€ Y0U? $t1ll 25 d@y$ t0 g0...

WhY $0 $l0W???

Villain of Me...

I am me,
me is myself,
I am my biggest enemy,
my biggest enemy is myself,
me being lazy,
me hurt people,
me being an idiot at times,
me somewhat hopeless at times,
what remedies are there?

Unemployed...

2 interviews,
but I'm still jobless!
Well, at least till my results come out.
Got the offer for both,
turn down 1,
and if everything goes well,
I shall be in Ernst & Young by March...
41 days more, long more to go....

Gloomy Days, Better Days...

Just 11 days passed,
a mere 11,
but so much gloom caused,
a wish for them to go,
and instead,
looking forward to better days...

2011!

2011,

the beginning of a lot of things, 

the ending of another year...

So how did mine began? It started with killing a cockroach (pity it, it's just 2 hours left to the new year.. xP), watching the anime at home, and then fell asleep, a peaceful new year at home with my baby Chin EveLyn, albeit with some 'cockroach fear' syndrome round the night. 

Lots of things didn't go as planned in 2010, including the last day of the year itself. Of all the days, why must it be a public holiday that day? It's not like we won the World Cup! Arghhh... And now I couldn't collect my new I/C as planned, nor have I received my interview outcome at E&Y yet!

Singapore with baby was great! We went there together with her sister and brother-in-law for 4 days and 3 nights, lots and lots of walking, tiring but fun! Not to mention the awesome shots from Lee at Esplanade in my previous post, thanks Lee! =) Plenty of shopping and sightseeing, and yet we ended up still having extras from our budget..

And interview was......well, I don't think it's that bad. At least mine is a one-on-one interview. And the interviewer was very friendly too! Though I did actually get very nervous before and during the interview, with a bit of luck, hopefully I'll start my job there in about a week time. 

All thoughts on 21st of February, I do hope that I pass all my exams, or else...I hate to think of the prospect of having to re-take my papers so so much......ah, forget it for now...

So there, before I end this, Happy 2011 people! May 2011 brings you joy, success and much happiness! =)

P.S. Let's stay sweet and close like we were always baby, not just 2011, but forever throughout our life! ;)

Time for Holidays...

Exams were long over, and I must say, I suck at it! With the possibility of re-sitting one of my papers, I'm hovering between a finalist and a graduate. Which means it all must wait till 21st of February, 2011 before anything is certain.

So with that over, job searching comes next. 

I've decided to overlook the options of going back to my aunt's office to work part-time till I found a job, at least for the time being till my savings can last me till I found my new job. 

And this is where Big Four comes in. The decision is, I've sent out to all four. So will I get at least one of them? Well, time will tell. And I must admit I probably screw up in some part of my CV, not having prepared one before, so there it goes, definitely not 100% satisfactory. I have no idea what to expect, how thing's gonna be, but one thing is certain, it's holidayssss!

Christmas coming, and Singapore, here I come! Let's leave things to how they're first, might as well enjoy the holiday of what will be my last one before my working life officially kickstart. Enjoy, enjoy, and then come New Year, hell knows where I'll end up in, and how my results will be...

Have a Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year, peeps! =)

Marginal Paper...

It's probably just gonna be another marginal paper...
2 more to go...
2 more...

Final Three...

The Final Three---Here I go!
All the best guys and gals! =)

Total Wreckage...

It's past 2 a.m. but I'm in no mood to sleep...
What becomes of the good day that ends up in ruins?
It's a total wreckage,
and I have no idea how things will be tomorrow,
no idea what should I do to turn it around,
clearly no idea why I'm so pathetic.
If not for me, if not for me,
things wouldn't have been like this.
Why oh why?
Why am I so?
What's the best way to get it right I wonder...

On a Rainy Night...

On a rainy night, up storm a bullet of thoughts in my mind..

It's like, 'OMG! It's just about ONE WEEK left! WTH have I been doing?'
And really, what have I been doing? Really OMG. Time really flies~

It's like, 'I wonder how much a person in love will fork out...'
Everything truly sincerely from deep down?
I seriously want everything to stay the way it is for many many years to come...

It's like, 'to the God that might exist somewhere, what is there of my future?'
What kind of life will it be? How hard? How good or bad?
I wonder, can it stay the same?
The same as now...

And one last thought,
it's like, 'Will there be less lies, more honesty and frankness from people I know?'
Can I hope to meet less lies and 'fake' people in the roads to come?
Can I hope all those around me stay true to me?
May things be how it is even if everything else changes..

Insane

The floor is beyond reach,
the cap visible to the naked eye,
hedge here, hedge there, but how to hedge?
It's growing insane, overflowing soon...

Imperfectness..

For the incorrect words I used to express myself at times,
for the hearing issues I have at times,
for my inability to cheer you up at times,
for my immaturity and stubbornness to hurt you at times,
for being unable to make you feel secured ad trust me,
for being so powerless,
for all my imperfectness,
I apologize deep down from my heart...

Lazy PLJH

I'm supposed to be studying.
I should be revising.
I told myself the clock is ticking.
But hey, here I am..
Lazy~ing, procrastinating, resting more than necessary...
Well, it's a lazy day~
Lazy PLJH..
BUCK UP! *karate kick*

She is...

She is...
My confidence,
my determination,
my happiness,
my strength,
my weakness,
my past,
my present,
my future,
my life,
my everything...

Question mark...

Hundreds of question marks...
What am I doing? Crap..