The old young one

That's when the body says: "Enough!!" Funny how old a young one has now been, and yet it is still early days. The peak is just barely visible yet...

Between stable static and steepy slope..

A moment of absurdity, or ridiculousness, or ludicrousness, or idiocy, or silliness, or... ahh, whatever you call it that leads me back to my dusty blog..

It's just that 24 hours are barely enough for what I plan and hope to do nowadays, even with one extra second which barely matters... 

Food for thought - Between stable static and steepy slope, what say you? 

...

Lazy PLJH

I'm supposed to be studying.
I should be revising.
I told myself the clock is ticking.
But hey, here I am..
Lazy~ing, procrastinating, resting more than necessary...
Well, it's a lazy day~
Lazy PLJH..
BUCK UP! *karate kick*

CE XOXO xP

C...
Ch...
Chi...
Chin...
Chin ...
Chin E...
Chin Ev...
Chin Eve...
Chin EveL...
Chin EveLy...
Chin EveLyn...
Chin EveLyn!
XOXO xP

20 days..

Another 20 more days..
Just 20 more days of work..
And I'm off to my revision schedule..
Oh days, please fly faster...

The Mountains of Life...

Up and down,
there goes the life;
Once top, at top naught it remains;
But once down,
a wrong foot and to slide down without end;
Like a roller coaster some says,
a straight road at times,
but an uphill of mountains looms all of a sudden,
testing the strength and determination of every living species;
Just like the new background,
a picture of a life full of ups and downs...

Messy Mess...

A bit of everything,
but in fact nothing;
jumbled up, muddled up,
blurry little Friday;
stuffed, everywhere,
yet nowhere is everything;
isolated, unrelated,
the start? The rear?
Mess, it's really a mess,
time, time, why did you go?
Running short,
and another is passing...

Some ramblings...

You know, it's really been some time ever since I write things out in a clear and direct manner. Looking back at my posts, it has all been in prose forms, well, you can't blame me, I have my reasons and preferences at times. (Not that anyone will read it if I write it out this way though. lol) Stupid one, I know.

So how're you guys doing? I;ve been busy, working throughout the weekdays, not to mention classes at some of the nights. It's just, well, I'm actually enjoying taking the extra burden. Not much free time, yup, but it feels like my time is spent in a better, much more meaningful way than before. (Not to mention the extra fold of income to be earned..=P) Extra responsibility, more experiences, some learning, well, yea, that's some of it.

Holiday season is pretty much over for most, though I guess I didn't meet up much with you guys. Been really busy. Apologies to Lee especially as he's been calling me few times, with almost each occasion resulting in me rejecting them. And for some moving on to their working life, all the best! =)

Dry and itchy-my sensitive skins is bothering me again, to the extent I sometimes woke up in the middle of the night by it. One said too much of air-cond. Another saying I should consume more 'better quality' oil, well, something like that. I wonder what's the best solution for it..

Well, I think I'm off for now. Short ramblings, as actually I'm not really in the mood for long posts, hope you guys is doing fine out there.. =)

Let It Be...

Anything...
Anywhere...
Anyhow...
Anytime...
Whatever...
Just let it be~~

The Eternal Present....

Another day,
a future of yesterday,
the passing of the past,
still at present,
as tomorrow never comes,
while yesterday remains a yesterday,
goes on like a routine,
but different in its content,
endless,
never fail to stop,
witnessing the entire events of the universe...

To...

To Spain who wins the World Cup,
well done, World Champion, you did well...

To Mr. Paul, the octopus,
you've done well, time to head to the kitchen...

To the Earth I ask,
is 2012 your end?

To the people of the World,
what do you think of our World now?

To August, the month to come,
may it be a month filled with good tidings...

To this World I wonder,
what am I sent here for?

To the unknown future,
am I allowed a glimpse of what is to come?

To the doubts that fills the heart,
will the future shows you an exit door?

To the griefs of the soul,
have I seen the last? Or is there more?

To the love I seek,
To plead a long-life one it be...

And to you who worry much,
I wish I can quench some, if not all of it...

Just a Part of It...

Non-Substitutable...
Independent...
 Non-Replaceable...
 Yearned...
Hot...
 Lovable...
 Eye catching ...
Comfortable...
 Valuable...
 Elegant...

To the World, To him...

Empty, yea, that's it.

Facing this screen, intense in thoughts, yet nothing, nothing seems to come out.

So much to ponder, so much to revise, yet so little it seems...

Thinking of the time slipping through his grasp,

of loved one,

of the unknown future,

of this crying world,

so complex, yet it is just a small train of thoughts that come and go,

simple, naive thoughts as compared to the harsh reality...

After all, just a tiny speckle of life from this bigger world,

what is a small life to the bigger stream of life?

An insignificant dots in a world map?

A dull human amongst the billions of human?

A drop of water among the sea of water?

To the world, probably he's just a nothing,

But to him, the world is probably holding all the things he wants and crave...

........................................!?

.......................................................Sigh...........................

3.38am

3.38am-That's the time shown on my desktop. And WTH am I doing here? Nowhere near my bed of course, not even notes. It's facebook, twitter, you-tube, sports, blah blah blah... Damn! But I still don't feel like occupying my time with studies..xD 

Browse through my friend's blog and came across some cool car pics. Look at this...

Lamborghini Reventon and McLaren F1.. Wow.. Cool cars! I love them.. Well,...... One day probably.. One day la, one day.. lol..

Sigh... What a lazy night. Idling around trying to relax after a tiring day. But somehow crappy thoughts keep filling up my head, like some irritating flies buzzing around, though the thoughts themselves are not what I will call irritating. Best to think nothing, have a clear and focus mind to detect the subtle discontinuities, oops.. P3-Mintzberg 'emergent strategy' theory. Crap, too much of studying.. xD

Alright, a topic for discussion-Global warming, increasing earthquake frequencies, major volcanic eruptions, typhoons/hurricanes, blah blah blah... So they say signs of end times huh? Well, it's not like it matters as  the rumours said its 2 more years to come-well, you get what I mean. I know, it's BS, scientifically proven not true or whatever it is that the 'science' said, but the question is 'What IF it is real?'. Maybe not 2 years, but SOON. How soon I don't know, but just think IF it's real, what's your plan? Hmm.. Any contingency plans? 

Move on to philosophies, I recently saw a philosophy on money quoted in a financial magazine-here it goes..

"You can't do without money, but don't let it control you. You need to see its value in the proper place in your life. One of the biggest problems is greed and letting it control your life and your decisions. Because of greed, people go to war and break the law, even people who are rich wouldn't be able to spend all their wealth in their lifetime."

Hmmm.. Very true, human greed-not an uncommon thing nowadays. At the end of the day, money is after all just a human creation, bringing with it no value other than in the world we are in now. Important as it is, just remember that money is not everything. Do not let money control us, do not let it be a reason for conflicts. Well, since money bring so much troubles, why not just give them all to me? I'll take care of the troubles for you. Oops.. xp

And exam stress...You know when you start talking a lot to yourself and when you use a lot of those study terms, you're probably having exam stress, or just too immersed in studying. How bout pimples? Black eyes aka panda eyes, pale and tired faces, exploding heads, headache, 'chronic misbehaviours', amongst others...All right, I'm no expert here. But let's just work hard together people.. =)

OMG, it's 4.19am already! Degree of blurness-exceeding 90%. I'd better tune in. Adios, folks!

Of Form, Of Substance, Of Hell!

Till now, nothing has change...
Or if there is, probably just incremental ones...
Probably a slow, bit-by-bit differences by the day...
Just as stated in Balogun and Hailey's model of change...

A change it could be in its form,
but yet the substance remains untouched...
A constant it stays deep within,
maintaining in itself of what is and what have been...

But for now, Caution! As Hell is approaching...
Conflicts begone, the minds beware...
For the end is near, the consequences can be dire...
Should care and due diligence be a long-term absentee...

Different day, same old....

As I drive through the same old streets,

as I walk on the same old pavements,

as I see back the same old faces,

as I read through the same old notes,

as I face this routineness again and again,

these feelings of deja vu,

as though the past is repeating itself,

but a look at the calendar,

a different day it is,

a different day,

but of the same old...

What kind of day is it?

A good day? Probably so...
A bad day? Maybe too...
A nostalgic day? Hmmm.. Pretty so...
A hot day? Hey, it's Malaysia dude!
A lazy day? Guess so..
Feel like doing nothing? Yeah, you're right...
Feel like doing something? Ironically, I do...
So what you wanna do? Well, I don't know...
Why don't know? Because I don't know...
Missing anything? Maybe yes, maybe no...
So you're bored, huh? Well, do I sound interesting?
Sleepy? Kinda... 100% if I open my notes...
Tired? Exhausted more like...
Then what are you doing here? Well, I don't know. Just blurting some nonsense out...
What for? Just to spread my idiocy around and to waste your time..
Now I'm irritated! Why read then? =P

Signal of tough time...

As tiredness fills up my veins,
as stress starts rolling out its drums,
as unnecessary thoughts swarm my head,
as doubts after doubts creeps into my mind,
testing the boundaries of human's limit,
ever threatening to reach the fragile breaking point,
signal of tough time ahead...
But with an open heart & mind,
I shall go through it...=)

Someday...

Who am I?

How do people perceive me as?

What am I?

Probably...

Just a nobody...

In this competitive world,

people strive hard for their life.

Some,

striving hard to live by all means...

Some,

Living a life of their dreams...

Some,

Striving onwards for the sake of dreams...

And here I am,

flowing in the stream of life,

as I stand here in a crowded train,

as the same song plays through my head over and over again,

thinking of the dream I had,

a distant dream...

A tough road,

filled probably with countless flaws,

but nevertheless, it's a journey,

a journey to a place I wanna be,

someday...