Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Sick of All This....

My facebook laggy for dunno-what-reason, brain unable to think, no mood and motivation to study..Arghhhh!!! Really hate this moment. Hate the 'me' that is so lazy. Always slacking, brain jammed-like as though filled with stones, wasted my sleeping time which should have been spent on studying......and where's the motivation that I am looking for??Really in need of a strong motivator to force me start studying seriously. And seriously tireed for sleeping so late every night. Starting to feel the pressure for my studies. Revision classes just few weeks away and my own revision-I seriously doubt it's even 10%.Nah, it should be less than 5%, ten is just too high...

Well, at least there's still someone out there always forcing me to study. But seriously still not enough. Really need to be more disciplined. But just can't stop myself going for facebook and mafia wars, or twitter, or blogs, or msn, or.......and the list goes on and on. Sigh... But at least my unlimited broadband contract is ending, which means I'll be signing up for another package-with quota. Well, at least there's some control here. Perfect timing for it to end, so that I can concentrate more on studies. Seriously hope I'll be in better shape before I reach my 21st birthday. Hopefully things will get better soon. Hopefully the change would have arrived by the time I write my next post....

[P.S. Happy Deepavali and happy holiday to everyone out there.. =)]

2 comments:

Julie Magers Soulen said...

Being overwhelmed stems from lack of priority. Determine your goal and focus your energy there. Always give yourself time to play too.

Cheers!
Julie
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Patrick said...

Thanks, Julie.. =)