On a Rainy Night...

On a rainy night, up storm a bullet of thoughts in my mind..

It's like, 'OMG! It's just about ONE WEEK left! WTH have I been doing?'
And really, what have I been doing? Really OMG. Time really flies~

It's like, 'I wonder how much a person in love will fork out...'
Everything truly sincerely from deep down?
I seriously want everything to stay the way it is for many many years to come...

It's like, 'to the God that might exist somewhere, what is there of my future?'
What kind of life will it be? How hard? How good or bad?
I wonder, can it stay the same?
The same as now...

And one last thought,
it's like, 'Will there be less lies, more honesty and frankness from people I know?'
Can I hope to meet less lies and 'fake' people in the roads to come?
Can I hope all those around me stay true to me?
May things be how it is even if everything else changes..

Addicted to You...

According to me I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to me I suck at telling jokes
'Cause it always turns out to be lame

I'm the boy with the worst attention span
Who can't even show up on time
But addicted to you, addicted to you

Addicted to you so beautiful, incredible
I can't get you out of my head
Addicted to you so awesome, so irresistible
Everything I ever wanted

Everything is so great, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
I'm into you for everything you think you're not
Addicted to you

I know you want to feel appreciated
Like not hated, oh no
Why can't you see yourself through my eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy

According to me you're awesome, irresistible
You make me so addicted to you

Addicted to you so beautiful, incredible
I can't get you out of my head
Addicted to you so awesome, so irresistible
Everything I ever wanted

Everything is so great, I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
I'm into you for everything you think you're not
Addicted to you, you
Addicted to you, you

According to me you're awesome, irresistible
You make me so addicted to you...

Adapted from 'According to You' by Orianthi.

Insane

The floor is beyond reach,
the cap visible to the naked eye,
hedge here, hedge there, but how to hedge?
It's growing insane, overflowing soon...

Imperfectness..

For the incorrect words I used to express myself at times,
for the hearing issues I have at times,
for my inability to cheer you up at times,
for my immaturity and stubbornness to hurt you at times,
for being unable to make you feel secured ad trust me,
for being so powerless,
for all my imperfectness,
I apologize deep down from my heart...

Lazy PLJH

I'm supposed to be studying.
I should be revising.
I told myself the clock is ticking.
But hey, here I am..
Lazy~ing, procrastinating, resting more than necessary...
Well, it's a lazy day~
Lazy PLJH..
BUCK UP! *karate kick*

She is...

She is...
My confidence,
my determination,
my happiness,
my strength,
my weakness,
my past,
my present,
my future,
my life,
my everything...

Question mark...

Hundreds of question marks...
What am I doing? Crap..

Hours, Minutes and Seconds...

P7 : 711 hrs
     x  60 mins = 42, 660 mins = 2, 559, 600 secs.
P4 : 759 hrs
     x  60 mins = 45, 540 mins = 2, 732, 400 secs.
P2 : 879 hrs
     x  60 mins = 52, 740 mins = 3, 164, 400 secs.

Using 711 hrs,
Sleeping time = Approx. 232 hrs.
Revision classes = Approx. 52 hrs.
Miscellaneous = Approx. 190 hrs.
Balance = Approx. 237 hrs = 14, 220 mins = 853, 200 secs.

The 'General's...

General this,
general that,
and in fact general rules...
But here I vow,
I shall not be amongst the general,
no matter how tough,
it is what I've chosen...

Disarray..

Everything is everywhere...
Everything is mixed up...
Everything is whereever...
Everything,
in utter disarray...

Pondering...

What will you do if you make someone feel fed up and suffering? ):
After all, sorry is just nothing but a word...
A word probably for the powerless..............

04112010

The last day to work and I'm off on study leave! =)) Originally 10th but made earlier to give myself more time to prepare..

P.S. Hope to see more of my baby too.. ^.^

Traffic Crawl...

Sometimes I just don't understand what the slow or bad crawl is all about...
Was it because not everyone is as efficient and effective?
Or because of the inefficiency of our traffic light system and road planning?
Or due to the inevitable incidents?
The weather?
Not to mention those busybodies?
Those ignorant fools?
And what about those policemen or policewomen?

How great can it be without all these crawls...

November...

It is revision month,
it is study month,
it is the month where unnecessary pressure and stress starts building up...
Also the month where procrastination claims major scalps...