Wings of an Eagle...

To stretch it out big,
to stretch it out wide,
to the clear blue sky,
limitless, borderless,
to the place where dreams lies,
but first, the present reality,
bidding its time,
unknown of to others,
there the dreams slowly stretched its wings...

The Rendezvous of Reminiscence...

A rewind of the storyline,
to each imperfect plots affecting the flow,
a consideration of the various 'if's,
of the many paths of what would have been,
alas, it is all nothing, but 'but's...

Running parallel with the axis of time,
as millions converged,
intertwining, complicating and transforming themselves,
to a point of rendezvous, where past and present is merged,
the rendezvous of reminiscence...

Another draw and let's call it a day...

First, we have some help from Green for the first draw, and if that's not enough, England earned themselves another one. Just WTH is Capello thinking about when he decided to put Wright-Phillips, Defoe and Crouch when we lack creative players like Joe Cole?! Arghh..... Get another draw and you can call it a day, England...

In the EPL: Rooney will score left and right; Lampard will score with either foot with his eyes shut at times; Terry never misses a tackle; Gerrard passes through balls past 4 or 5 defenders...
In World Cup: Rooney can't even get his first touch right; Lampard won't score even after 29 shots; Terry will allow the simplest ball to get past him; Gerrard can't even pass the ball past a single opposition player...

I just can't agree more with this! Well, it's just like...WTHeck! Winning the World Cup, well, I really think that's some big talk from Capello considering the current performance of theirs...

Frustration...

Frustrated I am here..

Venting it all out here,

letting the time to gobble it up,

for I wish NOT for conflict,

nor do I wish for childish quarrel.

In this 21 years of my life,

if you still understand me NAUGHT,

if you're still caught up with your 'dogmatic' way of thinking,

so be it...

I have NO intention of explaining,

UNinterested in clearing up your doubts and misunderstanding,

nor do I care any longer about who's right and wrong,

as TIME flows relentlessly by,

my priority needs sorting out,

FOCUS! That's what I need...

Guidance, I might need still...

Advices, I might seek still...

Experiences, I might be lacking still...

But a child I am NO longer!

As I choose my own path, 

shaping it with my own hands,

for at the end of the day,

a FACT that is unchangeable and undeniable,

that THIS is MY LIFE!

Frustration...

What a frustrating day it is! Seriously think I'm gonna fail my F9 paper. Damn! Well, I guess I only had myself to blame. Last minute studies-which is fast becoming a norm for me, lazy to do questions, and I guess I put too much effort in my audit paper when actually it's this paper I should be worrying. Sigh.. Now, I'm facing the prospect of re-sitting for this paper, a high probability in fact, if not definite.

Really frustrated as nothing registers in my head as I face the question paper. What with the traffic jam, and the stomach pain before the exam did not help either. All thanks to myself taking too much bananas in a single day, which is really driving me banana now!

I'm frustrated with the lack of change in my habit! If only I prepare myself earlier, well, that's a really BIG if!

Frustrated with my lack of determination..

Lack of self-discipline..

Lack of control..

And the list goes on.....

This really can't goes on to be like this. No, it must not! But how the heck do I start it! And any best way to maintain it once the momentum gets going? Oh man, this is really frustrating! How I wish I'm stronger...