Thursday, December 10, 2009

Frustration...

What a frustrating day it is! Seriously think I'm gonna fail my F9 paper. Damn! Well, I guess I only had myself to blame. Last minute studies-which is fast becoming a norm for me, lazy to do questions, and I guess I put too much effort in my audit paper when actually it's this paper I should be worrying. Sigh.. Now, I'm facing the prospect of re-sitting for this paper, a high probability in fact, if not definite.

Really frustrated as nothing registers in my head as I face the question paper. What with the traffic jam, and the stomach pain before the exam did not help either. All thanks to myself taking too much bananas in a single day, which is really driving me banana now!

I'm frustrated with the lack of change in my habit! If only I prepare myself earlier, well, that's a really BIG if!

Frustrated with my lack of determination..

Lack of self-discipline..

Lack of control..

And the list goes on.....

This really can't goes on to be like this. No, it must not! But how the heck do I start it! And any best way to maintain it once the momentum gets going? Oh man, this is really frustrating! How I wish I'm stronger...

7 comments:

Duncan said...

omg,wat happen ? Pat
f9 harder than f8??

Patrick said...

Duncan-I feel that it is la, cause I didn't really prepare well for it..

Duncan said...

icic,dun worry la,u sure can pass
my f8 many mark gone oso=.=
now concentrate on f7,last paper,haha

Ong Man Teing said...

Look ahead- this's what you can do now.
ur exam finished at 15th, so focus on ur paper for the following days...it is somehow no use looking back.

I didnt do will in my intermediate financial accounting 2 for my last semester either, am recalling back why i did badly. Accounting, is a subject whereby requires strong interests, consintency, determination and hard work...

Do your best! Jia You!

Patrick said...

Man Teing-Thanks..=)

charhcy said...

Hey...don't beat yourself up. >.< Try again if fail or what... Its not the end of the world...=) Btw, I met one of your friends today in a christian conference. Just met her when the day ended today, so we didn't get to exchange much words. =p Until her name also I tak dapat...aiks...

Patrick said...

Charhcy-Which one(friend) are you referring to?